Confusion...!!!

Y am i so confused abt certain dings in lyf at tyms??
I knw aftr a tym lag d dings get cleared up demselves...bt d biggest point is during d tym lag the state of mind..
If  once u get swayed by emotions den dere's no looking back from dere...u need to keep up ur promises..live upto d expectations...n do d dings u decided u dint want to do...
Aahhhh....im confused now too...aarrgghh!!!!
Okkk...d ding i need to do is set d priorities of my lyf first....den i need to inculcate d strong determination n will power to follow and pursue my priorities rather den becoming a vagabond.....n going wayward..out of track...
I need to focus..concentrate...realise....wat i exactly want in life and from life...den dings will become crystal clear 2 me....
Hve patience...and immense faith on urself...

Y...????

Y do ppl meet wen one day dey ve 2 leave us n go away???
Dos sme1 undrstand d pain it takes..2 let dat person go ....???
Its understood evryone hs dere own priorities in lyf still.....y do we bcme so mch dependent on smeone....???
Wen dey leave...d only ding wich stay behind are memories....
D memories if gud...wen rembered brngs a smile on our face bt den....suddenly d face contracts..a blindng effect on eyes....a warm sensation...n den u realize..u r weeping....!!!!!
U miss dos dayz....u wana b 2geder agn....u wana laugh agn....u wana b wid him/her agn....n agn..n agn.....
Stay wid me....jst dnt leave....stay...back....bt i knw u cant....... :-( :-( :-(

Human beings...!!!

Homo sapiens....d most capricious beng i ve evr cme across.....
To b honest till date i ve nvr bin rite in judgng a person...i knw u cnt judge ny1..nor predict ny1 s behaviour bt still....
I ve made sme of d worst decisons of my lyf....coz i cud nvr knw wat d person infrnt of my eyes is..or at wat point of  tym..he wil change completely...n i ll b lukng dumbfound 2 thnk is dis d  sme person i ws wid....hw cud he  chnge dis drastically..overn8?????
Once d person whose eyes glistened up 2 c ur face....,whose lips spread 2 a smile involuntarily 2 c u....suddenly turns hostile....hates evn 2 hear ur voice....isnt it strange....???
Cn ny1 smeday explain me y dos it happen so...???
Dos it take jst a second 2 scrap off all ur emotions...n b an animal...???
I ve alwaz askd myslf one simple queston....whose answer i cud nvr find...."Wen u really love smeone...at one point of time hw cn u hate d same person 2 whm u hd professed ur profound love????"
"Hw cn u jst ignore him/her wen once u hd sed u r my lyf....n i cant imagine my lyf widout u???"
Did dat part of ur heart die??
I knw i cn nvr find answers 2 all dis....bt still a hope lingers in my mind 4evr dat smeday i ll knw y al dis happens....
Bt 4 nw....i ve stopped predictng ny1s behaviour....so im not taken by surprise wne sme1 changes abruptly..coz i knw human beings r sch..
D so called mood swing....we al go thru....makes us sch...
D best part is im learng 4m my mistakes....:)